Burdens

I left our bed for three

And hoped with me everybody would agree

For you this life was free

There's nothing more under the white tree

I drowned you to feel that cold

As the blank map you could unfold

I knew my heart had been sold

And being heartless made me feel so old

I loathed all I did in our freefall

Only your name I had to call

Once again I couldn't stand tall

You’re why and wherefore I sinned against all