Tuesday, October 25, 2011

The most unimportant post

They said that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
Young love murdered love, that it was this must be.


I still have no idea what "harold song" means. Anyone?
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Monday, October 10, 2011

The Books

My life is out there, somewhere out of this blog or some kind of page like this. I am sick of living my life in any place I don't belong. Coz my life is for real.

I've been thinking that a life is like a book. The longer lifetime you get, the thicker book you had then. And how about the content? I believe that we gotta do a lot of things to make it full written.

There are so many expectation I place upon my own thinking about these books of lives, like I don't wanna have an empty book, and i want my name is mentioned repeatedly in many chapters on the books of my loved ones, just like their names are, in mine.

It hurts somehow. When we find out our names are mentioned only in one page of the book of someone we love deeply, while we write his name almost in every paragraph of all the chapters in our book. But that's how life works. I mean, that's how the book works. We are the only writer for it. And we are also the only reader for it.

Now I'm gonna continue writing my life in the next page of my book. And I start with your name at the beginning of the first paragraph. A******
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Saturday, October 8, 2011

Guilty

Oh God, I was so worried about him. I felt guilty guilty guilty guilty!!!!
Stupid stupid stupid stupid!!
In fact, i knew nothing about him. I just could bother him with my extra stupid unstopable vomit words! I loathed it.

He had his life. How could i forget that important matter? Oh God.... It's worse than feeling like being nothing for him. I had perfectly screwed it up.

Damn! Did he hate me? No, he's a good man. But i was too childish, annoying, unimportant, pale, fat, and plain to be always forgiven.

No, no, no, no, no. How to fix it? Think, vey!
Oh my God, was he fine?
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